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3/23/05 09:44 pm

from now on my journal is friends only ^ do what it says please.

3/21/05 10:24 pm

*CHILD ABUSE*



My name is Misty

I am but three,

My eyes are swollen

I cannot see,

I must be stupid,

I must be bad,

What else could have

Made my daddy so mad?

I wish I were better

I wish I weren't ugly,

Then maybe my mommy

Would still want to hug me.

I can't speak at all

I can't do a wrong,

Or else I'm locked up

All the day long.

When I awake I'm all alone

The house is dark

My folks aren't home

When my mommy does come,

I'll try and be nice,

So maybe I'll get just

One whipping tonight.

Don't make a sound,

I just heard a car

My daddy is back

From Charlie's Bar.

I hear him curse

My name he calls

I press myself

Against the wall

I try and hide

From his evil eyes

I'm so afraid now

I'm starting to cry

He finds me weeping

He shouts ugly words,

He says its my fault

That he suffers at work.

He slaps me and hits me

And yells at me more,

I finally get free

And I run for the door.

He's already locked it

And I start to bawl,

He takes me and throws me

Against the hard wall.

I fall to the floor

With my bones nearly broken,

And my daddy continues

With more bad words spoken.

"I'm sorry!", I scream

But its now much too late

His face has been twisted

Into unimaginable hate!

The hurt and the pain

Again and again

Oh please God, have mercy!

Oh please let it end!

And he finally stops

And heads for the door,

While I lay there motionless

There on the floor

My name is Misty

And I am but three,

Tonight my daddy

Murdered me.

~*If you are against child abuse, please copy and paste this into your diary*~

- i got this outta mikas lj!-

3/21/05 08:52 pm

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I loved you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Self:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you do me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Have you ever hurt me?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Have you ever been mad at me?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] What when you hear it, reminds you of me?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

3/20/05 10:05 pm

ok, im bored. i have nothing to say because i have no life. i hate being me and i hate who am i going to be. i cant change. my attitude toward everything wont change and its pissing me off. i havent updated in seven say because i was too lazy, and had nothing to talk about. people suck and need to die. sammy and jordan are going out. im really happy for them. sam's been really happy lately. its been a while since shes been happy.
the roast of Jeff Foxworthy is on. funny shit. it just started though, so i dont know how funny it will be. but, the blue collar shit is pretty good, but i dont like the show, stand up is better. well, now im babbling. maybe i should shut up now. no one cares or bothers to read this anyway. ill shut up now.

another day being me. i need a change.

3/13/05 10:25 pm

I WANNA GO SKATEBOARDING. BUT ITS ALWAYS SNOWING HERE AND IT FUCKING SUCKS!!! damn the snow!

* hoping it will be spring soon *
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